Freaky Dream!

[marikunin]

I meant to post this yesterday, but I forgot...

I've been getting closer to God lately, and that's good, but last night I had this really freaky dream...I wanted some of your viewpoints.

In the dream I was reading a book,and as I was reading it, this started happening: First, I could hear/see God and the devil talking, and they were talking about me. I heard the devil say that I would die, and then I heard God say, "Yes, she will die."

Next, I could see the great  white throne of judgment. Jesus was there, with God the Father behind Him, and there were people, normal people, all around Him. He gestured to the people and said, with malice in His eyes, "I am God to all these people." It's hard to describe His look, but it wasn't a good one!

After this, I turned back to the book, turned the page, and saw a picture of a dragon made out of words, words that indicated pain or suffering, such as "Aaaah!" and "screaming" and "painful."

At that point in the`dream, at the only time I looked up from the book, I saw people all around me, and there was fire everywhere, but it was like the room was pitch black, and the people were also like demons too, and they were also screaming in agony. I started to actually feel physical pain, and I turned the page again, and the words that made up the dragon sort of...dissolved from the shape of a dragon, to one big, run-off sentence. Suddenly, I could feel God's presence there. It was like He was comforting me, and all around me turned to white, and I saw myself curled up in a ball, crying. It was like He was comforting me.

At this point, I woke up, and I felt an empty depression, so I started to read my Bible, listen to gospel music; I just felt awful.

So, to get this feeling to go away, I said, in the name of Jesus, go away, and I felt better, and I started praying and reading Psalm 118.

What do you think? Is this dream something I should be worried about? It really scared me :( Please be gentle with your responses! I get panic attacks easily.

Comments

[underlankers.livejournal.com]

Had a rather bad nightmare myself last night. Sometimes a cigar is just a cigar, and a terrifying nightmare is simply a terrifying nightmare. People do tend to forget that God is Mercy *and* Wrath but the two are not a contradiction but from the same entity.

That said, God loves you very much so and would not look at His creation with Malice.

[kindmemory.livejournal.com]

I had a weirder than hell experience too, waking up from a dream. Is this a collective oddity? Or what.

[underlankers.livejournal.com]

I dunno. But I'm the kind of guy that doesn't exactly show much emotion to *anything* in real life. So actually writing about my terrifying nightmares could easily trigger several people on FL. Especially that one I had last night. *shudders.*

[kindmemory.livejournal.com]

Sheesh weird timing on the bad dream thing.

[underlankers.livejournal.com]

Yup. I've had a lot of bad/messed up dreams lately, though.

The last one that involved God/Satan to any extent was my walking through a city when the shadows seemed literally to ooze and formed a corpse-like woman with deep black hair who literally sucked into herself all the darkness and thus the starlight became much, much brighter along with the street-lights, like day in the midst of night.

Only made her more, not less, creepy. That she never said anything and raised the back of a hand to me where it glowed with a hell-light that had a malignant WrongnessTM to it meant a week later that dream's still giving me/us the willies.

[kindmemory.livejournal.com]

I already sort of gave my opinion at the community, but no, this is just satan messing with your head. It could be prophetic in some way, but ...I've had a dream where Jesus was yelling at me, about something that had already been forgiven.

It was satan reading my mind about something I was anxious about, and trying to hurt me through it.

[underlankers.livejournal.com]

Sounds about right for Ol' Scratch, that does. He appears most of the time in my dreams as a tall man in white who is blond and blue-eyed and has a voice that makes JEJ seem like a castrato. There's always Uncanny Valley issues with him and then goes into Light Is Not Good in a rather uneasy hurry.

[kindmemory.livejournal.com]

Rather creepy but in my dreams he always looked like my dad.

Someone in my system either kicked out a Being of Light right after I woke up, it had to have been an evil thing, or it got sick of all the goodness creeping into my system, had enough and left.

[underlankers.livejournal.com]

Given my experience with Light Is Not Good demons it might just have been messing with you for the LULZ. A lot of them bank on that most of the time humans associate the Light with Goodness and miss that atomic bombs produce light, too.......

[uberta.livejournal.com]

Well, this dream is a ton of easy to interpret!

You think only normal people go to heaven.

You think you're inadequate.

You need a hug.

[marikunin.livejournal.com]

*hugs*